Homeless Children.

A whole week being homeless in Cyberjaya is really saddening. The five of us are like refugees, bunking here and there. The whole week had been so tiring. Yamunah, Li Ping and I had practically moved all our stuffs outta the house already. Very, very, very determined not to continue staying in that house ever again!
But my wardrobe is still in that sad house. I wonder what am I gonna do with it. But first, I gotta wonder what is gonna happen to it. =___=

Being the homeless children we are now, we are desperate to find solutions. Desperate to find a new place to reside. But sadly, we just seemed to be unable to find the perfect solution to satisfy all. Guess there wasn't [or rather, isn't] any solution at all which could ever satisfy each of us.
Separation would be the only answer for us now. So sad, I know. =(

Right now, we have so many things that we have to take care of. First, we need to settle the old house agreement with the owner, or more specifically to end the agreement with the owner. Hopefully we can get back our deposits. Even more hopeful to get back some claims for our stuffs lost in that disaster.
Then, we need to find a new place to stay. Then, we need to worry this and that about the processes. Then, we need to settle our assignments. Then, we need to study. Then, then, then....
God, all these 'thens' are really annoying and they all come simultaneously and not sequentially, like what real 'thens' are supposed to. =___=

Well, at least the weekend is here again. My family would be down for the long weekend. Let's just leave this stress and worries behind for a lil while. I'm sure we'll have more of it after the long weekend. Hopefully happy solutions will come along. *winks*
And I so need to start studying for the test next week. Especially after knowing that the test would be an open-book test, I am getting even lazier to get my bums down to study seriously. Not having a proper place for my own, I just can't seem to concentrate well. My to-do list is getting longer and longer! Omigosh! =P

Additional Frustration!

Oh shit!
No, wait... The "shit" word is very sensitive right at the moment.
Very, very sensitive. =(

It was supposed to be a great weekend. A weekend without stress or books. But life just had to be imperfect. Hence, imperfection is accompanied by....crap. *blergh!*

It all started on one beautiful Saturday morning. Waking up and getting ready to bathe, I went into the bathroom and saw something I don't wanna see.
It's invading both the bathrooms! Oh, God!!
Tried cleaning it up, just kept spraying water like mad. You can never expect me to step in any further, except to spray it away from far.
Right after, thinking it was okay to bathe, the sinkhole was practically burping with every drop of water flowing into it. I ran away as fast as I could. You bet I did. Anybody can bathe anywhere else at that moment!

Sadly, for the shock of my day, I got a call from Kelmynn later in the afternoon. Her room had been invaded!! And her stuffs are practically 'conquered'. Brrr... Conquered and dirtied.
You see, you'll never be able to understand the teruk-ness of the situation until you are in that situation. Don't you agree so? Well, I couldn't agree more on that statement. Being away at that moment, I didn't think it was very very bad. I just thought it was...well, just bad. Poor Karen had to clean the whole room.
Used up 5 hours, she said.
Even after the 5 hours of her hard work, the house still stinks. Good Lord. It seriously felt like we are in some kind of a sewage. *blergh*
And so, we ran off to our friend's house for the night.

But for the shock of all shocks, our house is totally flooded the next morning!! Gahhhhhhh!!!
My my my, now it even looked like a sewage!! *double blergh*
How could we ever stay in that house ever again?! Imagine how disgusted we were, imagine how frustrated we were too. Now we have to pack and clear everything we ever want to save from that dirty, smelly house.
Some stuffs of mine are soaking wet, and I could never had been ever bothered to check what it is. Because no matter how important it is, I don't think I can ever save or keep them anymore. I don't care and I just kept shoving them all into the garbage bag. It's not soaking wet of clean water, note that. Yucks. *shivers*

It's been a long, tiring night. And being in that kinda atmosphere packing really can kill. Imagine how intoxicated we are by now. Haha.
Time to rest. Toodles. =(

Malaysia's Olympics Gold Medal.

...down the drain. *sighs*
Blame him not though. Blame it all on the pressure that Malaysia has put on him.
Can you imagine a man having to carry the hope of a whole 25 million population of Malaysia?
Can you imagine a man having to fight with the world's best with all that pressure on both shoulders?
Brrr.. If it was me, I would have collapsed even before the match even started. Haha. Thus, compare me not.

But then again, the match was a very disappointing one at many points.
I did expect to see a tough competition from Lee Chong Wei though, giving Lin Dan a hard time to take on the winning match. But by the second set, when Malaysia was losing by 11-1, I knew the game was going to be a real frustrating one for all Malaysians. As a matter of fact, it was quite embarrassing.
Was skill at stake then?

Disappointingly, I believe luck wasn't quite on Malaysia's side tonight.
Every net-ball hit was unable to go past the net. Or when it did actually went over the net, it is always successfully counteracted by China.
Everytime Lee Chong Wei smacks the shuttlecock, my heart skips a beat.
Purely due to the fact that every smack he made, Lin Dan could just easily hit back [without making much movement], leading Lee CW running around the court like a lost chicken. Alright, so the term 'lost chicken' was wrongly used. Haha. Pardon me. =p
But seriously, don't you agree that Lin Dan seemed so comfortable and didn't quite use much effort to defeat Lee CW tonight? *sighs*

I bet the whole of Malaysia can seriously see the amount of stress and pressure Lee CW had straight on his face. Seeing his performance tonight had clearly shown us how he suffered. *sulks* So sad. I believe he would have played much better had he not kept thinking of the RM1million he would be receiving had he gotten the Gold medal. Haha. [For those blur enough, it was meant to be a joke. =.=]

So, I guess that marks the end of Olympics 2008 for Malaysia. Though we may not have had gotten a Gold, we can always make do with the Silver medal. Ahakz.
Seriously, it's better than nothing. Right? *winks*
At last, something to be proud of [despite the quite-embarrassing lost].

Malaysia Boleh! Ahakz~

What-A-Night..

Refreshed my web browser the whole afternoon checking for the online results for the SMS contest when I was supposed to be studying. Each of us had just sent in all our maximum votes, and yet the other college's song's winning with landslide results. Proves how rich that college's kids are. [Seriously. Haha.]

Went to the 4th Inter-Varsity Song Composing (IVSC) Competition in the MMU Grandhall in the evening when we were supposed to be studying.

MMU CLS team is the organizer of this time's IVSC event. And you can see the effort through and through.
The moment I stepped into the Grandhall, I was pretty much impressed with the way the hall was decorated. There was not much fanciful stuffs around, but simplicity is the key. The lighting especially was great. Everything looked so professional at that point. And the rest of the night shall be unspoken of, by me. =)
Oh, and we even got special seats. The third row. Great view! Hehe.

Well, the main objective we went tonight is to give support to our jolly fellow, Gjen Gkai. A song he composed had managed to make it to the finals. Congratulations on that first!
That song was one superb song alright, combining both traditional and modern music instruments. The harmonious combination.

Ok, so my mobile phone isn't the best alternative to take the video of Gkai's song. But hey, no complains alright. Just listen then, it's a really nice song. *winks*

Oh and by the way, anyone knows how I may get hold of the rest of the performances after Gkai's? Hehe, well, I left for the fireworks in Putrajaya right after Gkai's song.
Told'ja we went for Gkai only. *grins*

Best Friends Always Stick Around.

Nothing in the world should [preferably 'would'] ever make a best friend do anything in the world to hurt you. As long as you've got the right friends, trust me that you will have them by your side for whatever happens, no matter how busy or how long you've last spoken to each other.

Today, I see two of my closest friends [since Alpha] had a misunderstanding.
I wasn't reminded of any of such event whereby I am the one involved, not to mean I didn't get myself into such situations before [more than once as a matter of fact]. Don't ask me why it is so for I do not know why either. One thing I know is that I felt really bad for these two friends. I wish there is something I can do for them. Afterall it was nothing but just a mere misunderstanding.
What is this about losing each other? *sighs*

Tell you, I never believed best friends existed. Even finding [true] friends had seemed so hard. Betrayal was once forcefully accepted in a harsh way.
Maybe it was just me, maybe I was just being naive.
At least the 'best friend' term had always seemed so alien until I found these few guys. You showed me what friends really are, and I start to believe in friendship. I start to enjoy having friends at the time when I was all alone in a strange new place.
Believe me, you would never know how grateful I am for all that you guys have done for me.
Maybe it was just by chance that we met each other, but it was definitely not by chance how we became friends. And it is definitely not by act how we treat our friends.

This is a post specially for a dear friend, who might have forgotten that we'll always be there for him.
I hope you guys could resolve this ASAP aight? Or else, you can expect my nosy-self coming to you really soon.

Would also just love to take this chance to thank all those who stayed dear to me all these while. You know who you are. :)
Thank you for being there when I was down. Thank you for being there when I was in trouble. Thank you for being there when I needed to be alone. Thank you for everything.
I promise I would be there, whenever you need me. Just gimme a holler. ;)

Newest Addition.

Dated: Tuesday 10th June

Got my new gadget today. Something I had my eyes out searching for THE one for a pretty long time.
Guess that there're few of you who were directly affected too, uh? Haha.
I know I had been pretty lost with it and all. To add salt to wound, I had a really low budget at first. And I didn't want just any one. I believe in value-for-money.

But I didn't quite expected to get this model though. Thanks to Daddy! =D
Thanks for giving me the green light, and the necessary budget. Hehe.

It has every specifications I looked for, with even some additional ones.
Am I happy? How could I say not?!
The only problem that's bothering me is where it was bought. *brr*
Let's just pray nothing happens to it, and it wouldn't need ANY servicing or what-so-ever-of-the-sort. =D *cheers*

And So...

We passed! Hallelujah~

After hours and days of reading and Googling for answers, we are finally determined enough to put our three tiny heads together and get the final paper done. Seriously. By hook or by crook.

Not that we were never determined enough to get it done before, but we can't lie that the ONLY motivation we had to rush for was the fact that the CCNA 2 final exam will be closed in like an hour or so from now, at 5am. Last chance to get it done. [Unless our lecturer reactivates it, of course.]

It took us pretty long to finally trust our instincts and go with the answers we considered to be correct.
I'm sorta the final hope, the final person who hasn't had the first attempt. So, if I don't pass this attempt, we are gonna be lost kids for sure. Cause we will be suffering with the possibility that we will not graduate from the CCNA Semester 2. Not to mention, wasting another RM760 for retake.

You see, in every CCNA final exam, students are given 2 attempts to try out the final exam questions. If you don't pass the exam even after the second attempt, you will be accounted as failing the subject.
What can you do then? Pay another RM760 and retake the subject, make sure you pass the final exam the next time around. Else, be ready to drop CCNA from your CV.

We had 4 people in the gang. So we came up with this plan. "You scratch my back, I scratch your back." Ahakz. So according to the plan, the first 3 attempts were well, attempted and weren't exactly of what we would say to be successful. Down to one. Pressure was definitely rising.
Took us another few more hours and we finally got the whole set of answers done and over with.
Though we were all really sleepy already, our hearts were still racing fast when we click on the 'Grade Exam' button.

*drum rolls* *chiaaannnng*
PASS!! Ahakz. Though not with flying colours, we still managed to get a lil over the passing mark of 75%. Not bad! Ahakz.
Congrats people~! =P

Vomiting Disgusts Me.

When was the last time I vomited? Hmm...

I can't even recall. It must definitely have been years ago anyway.
All I remember vividly was really just the awfulness of it. The taste that lingers in your mouth even after countless rinsing and gurgling. The uneasiness in your tummy and throat. The tears that just eventually fill up your eyes.

Oh, the torture. It probably would feel better if you can get everything out at one go. But heck NO if you got teased with just one pathetic heave.
So, I did what I had to do. I lifted my finger and slowly dig in. I could feel my wiggly uvula. I remember how I used to stick my finger into my throat to play with it when I was younger. And I mean, really young.
But that wasn't my concern now. No childhood memories could save me from feeling sick right now. Especially when Mommy is not around to pat my back. =(
So, I push my finger a little further, deeper into my throat and *walla*
I can feel my dinner coming upwards. I could taste it in my esophagus now.
Oh God. Eww eww eww~!

Well, it did help a little though. As pathetic as it was, I threw up just a little more. Little enough to make me continue feeling disgusted and serious uneasiness.
I can't help but wonder how people can actually force themselves into anorexia nervosa with this. Food actually tasted/smelt so much more worse on its way up than down. Whoever in the right mind would definitely realize this heavenly fact. Not only is it not fun, it is so very dangerous as well. I sure heard alot of stories about the deadliness of this disease.

I hate vomit! I refuse to believe it could help you lose any weight by throwing up. It's a dumb idea. Might as well you don't eat. =_=
Not fun! Don't laugh! I hate to be sick! =(

Bomba Visit. PC Fair Rush.

I visited the Cyberjaya Balai Bomba for the first time today. Always, we would just pass it on the way to Putrajaya or Dengkil, but this is the first time we actually entered the place.
I have now officially visited both the police station and fire station in Cyberjaya! Haha.

Reason for visit? Photos!~

All the photos are for our Moral project. Apparently we have to do some social work as a group for this assignment. And we kinda chose this place cause we didn't have much time left~ *ahakz*
The things we do as 'charity' was really funny, and are not exactly what was expected by me. Weird.
Most were even taken for 'show', not like we really did it. Like this one.

Oh well, photos taken, floor and toilet morally cleaned. Hahaha.
Mission accomplished. On to the next.

Pikom PC Fair! Which is like total madness, the people there! =.=
Again, this is my first time to the PC Fair in KLCC. Yada yada.
I'm kinda amazed anyhow. Yeah, comparing to the one in Penang. Haha. They even have like EIGHT different halls for it, including the KLCC Ballroom.
Good God.

It is so tiring. And I couldn't exactly get half of what I wanted. Budget constraint. *sighs*
Though my Dad did generously told me to lookout for and get whatever I want to buy, provided necessary of course. =P
Message to Dad: I want to buy this and that. Bank in ma-neh for me? *grins*

Well, at least I finally got a new thumbdrive for myself, and my Dad. ^^

[For my own.]


[For my Daddy.]

Only downside of this was, I was too blurred and got a purple-coloured one for my Dad. Aih! I know my Dad ain't that particular about it, but I am!
Then again, was too lazy to actually go back to the stall for exchange, considering the amount of people there. And I did liked the design of the thing.
[It'll start to look better to me soon, I hope? Haha.]

Oh, we even saw this on our way in Cyberjaya.

There were another two cars involved actually. The Mercedes was badly crashed as well. *sighs*
Apparently, the Iswara car in the photo was one that Winston is in. Heard he got a few stitches. Hope to hear from him soon.
Get well again soon, Winston!

Shop Till I Drop.

And dropped, I did not. But I did burn a big hole in my wallet though.
Bread for the rest of the month~ Hahaha.

Wow. It's been so long since we last go out like this. It's madness. And today, madness it was. We were actually in [just] One Utama for more than 12 hours! o.O

Starting our journey somewhere past noon, we luckily avoided a car accident thanks to Soon Ming and his AVS system. Thank God Kel Mynn didn't fly straight forward to the front!
Haha. No worries people, Soon Ming is actually better than L in braking. *phew*
Still thanking God that we weren't in Juin Hau's car.

Been a long day. Done lotsa stuff.
Shopping [for food and clothes and stuffs], reptile visiting, arcading, movie, bowling and pool.
This is one 'historical' shopping adventure I ever had! Would you ever believe it that we went to visit some reptile exhibition thingy in 1U?!
Somehow we kinda got cheated by the cute [supposedly] smallest monkey in the world, Rainbow which actually kinda 'stole' my ice-cream. *sobz*
Well, it was adorable. So, RM5 was *poof*. 'Nuff said.

And even more historical is my performance during the bowling session. =.=
Goodness! I am too embarrassed to reveal to you my cuci longkang skill. I have never played so frigging badly before. Haha. Though, not to say I'm good. =p Blame it on the bowling ball! I mean, seriously.
[Catherine, don't ever scare me like that ever, ever again!]

Well, at least I got something for myself today after spending like a fortune. Haha. Man, I'm exaggerative.
But hell yeah, each of us spent almost RM100 each!
Where the money goes, I don't even know.
The boys ate nonstop, that I know. And the girls got something for themselves. How nice~ Hehe.

Ah...This is great. The day had been long and care-free [almost].
We should do this again sometime soon. When my wallet is healed.

Note to self: No BR tomorrow. *sobz*

First Timer Mahjong.

Wow. I actually won RM2 from the mahjong game. Haha.

Kel Mynn vividly remembers me saying before that I would not play mahjong, nor will I learn it.
But here I am, teaming up with Juin Hau and won Alvin's RM4.
Pardon me, Kel Mynn. I now know why they said mahjong can be real addictive. Hehe.
And thanks, Juin Hau, for the quick lesson.

Today, we celebrated for Wei Loon and Soon Ming together at the Hakka Village in Serdang.
Check out the cakes we bought for them. Cute? Haha.

[Pikachu is for Wei Loon while smiley is for Soon Ming.]

And then at 12am, apparently Soon Keat planned some surprise for his brother.
The plan? To attack Soon Ming with water plus flour.
Haha. You should have seen us [observers] run the hell outta there.
And the noise we made.

Then sadly, some neighbor was so pissed off that he went over to the security. And so, the fun had to stop.
But seriously, what could they really do? Hmm.
Of course, I am not saying that we are not at fault. We are.
But pardon us for that five minutes, how about that?

Well, anyhow, Happy Birthday Wei Loon (20 February) and Soon Ming (21 February) ~
Welcome to the world of early 20s. ^^
[I just kinda lamely realise that their birthdates suit their ages respectively. Cool. Haha.]

Hope you guys enjoyed it, and also to enjoy the celebration tomorrow night.

I'm still pondering if I wanna go. =.=

Valentine's Day.

Or a.k.a. Singles Awareness Day (SAD). Haha.

You know, even when I was young, Valentines had meant to be a day to commemorate a lover's love.
I thought I had mistaken the true meaning of Valentines too.
Back in school, teachers used to say, "Valentine's Day is not a special day only for lovers. This is a day you should show your love to your family and your friends, your loved ones."

It's sweet. Doubtlessly. And I still believe my family will always be my loved ones.
But is it just truer that the meaning of Valentine's had been, what I would call, modernized?
Haha. Think about it.


p/s: I got this flower from an anonymous. Haha. Seriously, don't you think you're wasting money buying the flower, yet not daring enough to own up to it? Well, I think it is.
Anyhow, thanks for the flower. It's really sweet of you, whoever you are. =)

And Happy Birthday to Wee Vian. Nice day for a birthday, huh? *winks*

'Lou Sang'.

Toss toss toss~~~

So embarassed.
Got too excited that I accidentally tossed one piece of the 'salmon' fish and a tiny portion of the 'yee sang' at a very wrong angle of direction, straight on to the table. Wasted.

But hey, what's 'lou sang' if you don't have it all scattered around the table right? Hehe.

For those who might not know, 'lou sang' is this tradition that the Chinese practice during the Lunar New Year celebrations.
Family and friends would usually gather together and have a toss on the 'yee sang' together, right before a meal together.

'Yee sang' is the dish which includes fresh salmon, few kinds of shredded vegetables like white radish and carrot, red chilli, young ginger, crispy 'yao char kwai' or crispy crackers and then added with a special kind of sauce. Then, one red 'ang pow' packet which contains 5 kinds of spices is opened and added in.

'Lou sang' on the other hand meant the act of mixing all the 'yee sang' ingredients together.
As you toss, you should say some auspicious greetings or wishes.
This is to usher in prosperity, longevity, good luck and health in the coming lunar new year.

Sounds cool, eh?
Here, I found one recipe for anyone of you who might love to have some home-made 'yee sang' for the reunion dinner.

Have fun tossing your 'yee sang' this new year!
Remember to toss it high up~~ *winks*


p/s: Happy Birthday, Kok Eng!

Reckless Driving.

I was going through my forwarded mails and I came across one that really saddens me. Be it true story or not.

This is about a girl, whose life has pretty much been ruined by a fella who actually drunk driving. *sigh*
It is so sad to see her bearing the consequences of another person's wrong doing.
According to the mail, she was caught in the burning car and her body was heavily burnt for about 45 seconds.
Imagine the pain she suffered. Imagine the pain she's still suffering.
I'm not even sure if I can say that she's lucky to have survived. =(

[before the accident]

[after the accident]

Right after reading this, I was so busy forwarding this mail to all my friends in the list. I couldn't bear not to tell however many people I know about this.
I just hope noone would ever do any mistake like this. You would never want to live with the guilt.
It is so painful to just look. Imagine her going through it.

Then, I was talking to Ken and suddenly he asked about whether I know Shelva.
Apparently, he knows her brother.
He told me that Shelva got into an accident just recently and the news was even in the newspaper.
Good God, I believe my heart had seriously skipped a beat.

He sent me this link.
I was so scared and thank God, I didn't see her name in the article. *phew*
What a relieve.
But it is still so sad to have read that the accident had taken 3 lives.
One of them is featured in the newspaper as well. Reading the article, I really felt pity for her.
She was only 21. She had such a great life ahead to live, and it had been taken away from one irresponsible driver.
Even more irresponsible is the bus company. *sigh*

So, to everyone of you reading this, please and please don't ever be reckless and irresponsible.
If you wouldn't mind killing yourself, please don't ever try to bring anyone innocent down with you.
You would never want to live with such guilt all your life.

p/s: The roads are so unsafe. How am I to drive with such pressure on me now? ><

Game On!

Today, I kinda did something really unexpected. Even by myself. Haha.

While we were busy shopping in Queensbay today, we heard of some game going on at the ground floor.
And it is non other than this one.

http://www.mix.fm/oap/07/mix_gameon/main.asp

And guess what?!

I unexpectedly registered myself. I was kinda surprised too.
But hey, it was an experience to earn right.

I was feeling pretty awkward and shy at first. [Embarassed more, I think.] Haha.
Whatever it is, it was crazy.
I actually thought of chickening out. But I didn't quite give myself that kinda option. *winks*

The prize for winning would be a voucher worth RM250 from Padini.
Haha, and that would mean free New Year's clothes for me and my Sister. IF I win, of course.
But unfortch, I didn't make it. I only managed to come in second.
Check out what I got instead. *laughs*

Well, no. I don't think it's sad or anything. I kinda like them indeed. ^^
I actually think this was pretty fun and a pretty good experience.
My first try. [ Wonder why I had to bump into Calvin though. =.= ]

Reunion and Farewell.

For the first time this year and for the first time since I got home for holiday, I finally had the chance to meet up with two of my closest friends in Penang.

Catherine just got home for the long weekend. And this Sunday, both will be leaving for Kuala Lumpur. *sigh*

Yes, finally Kuan Gaik has decided to go for UCSI in order to pursue her degree in mass communications. Truthfully, I am really happy for her. But sadly, I’m not really sure if her mind has really been made.

Considering the ‘problems’ she has in mind, Catherine and I had quite a tough time assuring her of what she really has to focus on. Or more precisely, advising her of what should be done.
Of course, I cannot tell her what to do but rather just giving her comments and hopefully, advises.

Funnily, she’s proven herself to be really fickle-minded as well. Obviously, she has the answers in her head and she knows exactly what our answers [or better said, suggestions] would be too.
However, the feminine side of her is being, of what Cath would call, irrational.
It’s pretty funny seeing both of them arguing and debating of what a girl needs.
Of course I was not left behind in this girls-talk as well. And quite shockingly, this lil’ discussion lasted for around 4 hours, from Sakae Sushi to McDonald’s. Haha.
But I doubt our friend here has yet to be firm with her final decisions.
Personally, I still think it’s pretty foolish if you would let go of this chance in UCSI just because of trust issues.

My friend, I just hope for you to be certain of what your decisions are and stick to it. Don’t change your course just because of some last minute ‘adjustments’ to what your perfect plan should have been.
Bear this in mind, if trust is such a big issue, it's probably time to let go.

Just like what I initially said to you, why not just give it a try? You'll never know unless you try, right?
And by trying also, you would never have the chance for regrets to slip in later telling you that it could have been great IF you had tried.

And seriously, I’m pretty jealous because the two fellas get to stay together.
It’s always nice to have someone close like Cath to be with, though this study-freak bookworm might stress anyone even more than everyone in the world combined together. Haha.
Ok, that was a pretty exaggerative statement there. Anyhow, I know that it will all be so fun. =)

Hopeful to see you in KL, my dear Kuan Gaik. Hopeful to have us both graduating together at the same time! *winks*

Take care and don’t think too much. I know you would feel down and probably even depressed at first, considering this is the first time you are leaving Penang for studies.
Well, I’m obviously speaking out of experience. =.=
But I’m sure you’ll be able to get through this pretty soon. Plus I know Cath will be there. So everything will be alright. *winks*

Good luck and have a safe journey, both of you. If possible, we shall meet up in KL and shop together ya. =D

First Nightmare of the Year.

And it was....scaryyyyyyy.

Well, it wasn't supposed to be so scary if I was not alone in the room. This is the second time in my life I actually experience such a dream. The first was back at home, years ago.

The story is pretty simple. I got really stressed from studying and decided to call it a day. Get some rest and continue the next day. It was around 30 minutes past 3 in the morning. I went to bed, get comfortable and dozed off.

Then suddenly I felt it, I couldn't move a limb. I tried to open my eyes, but to no avail.
I swore I could 'see' though. Everything was pretty normal except that I couldn't move nor wake up. It felt like something were pressing me down, hard.
I don't know what happened, and I got up. That's not after fighting over it for awhile though.
[Or was it just me thinking I got up? Hmm...]

Anyway, I was really beat up yesterday's night and very quickly, I slept back.
Unfortunately, the 'boogeyman' came back to attack. Once again, I could not move at all. I only felt the 'pressure' on certain parts of me when I tried to move them. Somehow, this second time is scarier than the first.

Then comes the worst part of all. I started to hear noises. It started soft, from way top of my head.
And it got louder, and louder. It first started to sound like some sort of grill, and it sounded like it is getting me, going through my head. Like cutting it open.
I know, this sounds like I got too obsessed with 'Heroes', huh. Haha.
I felt silly too, IN THE DREAM!!

I was so afraid I would feel the pain, and the fear was unbearable.
Then like it was trying to play a joke on me, the sound of grilling changes to the sound of a motorbike. I saw a motorbike, so it was confirmed what the sound was.
The best part? I saw the motorbike...in my head! Oh God!
Can this get any normal?!
And the voice of a man talking in my dream doesn't exactly help making me feel normal anyway. I don't even know what he was saying!

Not being able to accept any of the crap anymore, I struggled even harder.
Everytime I thought I got up, I find myself back in the lying position again.
Few more tries and I practically jumped off my bed. I stared at the blank above my bed, expecting to see some naughty 'thing'. You know what I meant. =p

I quickly went to Kelmynn's room, hoping to crash in for awhile to calm myself down before trying to sleep again. But they were all asleep.
Thank God Alvin and the girlfriend were still awake, so my house isn't exactly quiet and dark. I quickly buzzed everyone I know whom might not have yet sleep, and chatted with them. *phew*

Thanks guys for accompanying me, and calming me down. I felt really silly getting all so frightened by this little dream. Believe me, I still do.

Well, everything is alright now. =) I had a pretty good night sleep after that.
And I lived to tell you this. *winks*