New November, Foreseen Hectic Days.

Sister came and went back. If only she could have stayed longer, then we could have done more shopping together in KL. *sigh*

I was supposed to have gone to Johor Bahru with him, but there had been a change in plan at the very last minute. I felt really bad about it, but I had to do what I have to do.

I had to stay back. God knows how it would be if I hadn't. :)

Last you heard from me was pleading for September to ends. Now, October ended too. And here comes November.

Gosh, October was too fast. I had alot to update but just had no time!!! Once I finished internship, I had gone on a real holiday! Best, longest holiday I had by far. From the south to the north of Malaysia. In and out of Malaysia, too. Out for only a day. Better than none. *winks*

I've done alot of shopping too. Which is really bad. I've spent alot, too much that I need to start thinking of ways to generate real cash! Hehe. Any ideas, or suggestion?

That was the beginning of October, and I will be updating soon about all that I have done (real hopeful). And hell yeah, I'm supposed to be busy working on giving my FYP its starting momentum right now. But what am I doing?

Hehe. I had a great weekend. Too great that it isn't stressful enough to get me going. Worst of all, I can't seem to get the stuffs I want and need. I'm not even sure if I could get it all done.

Have I made a wrong choice? Don't tell. Shush. I don't need to know. :)

Wish me luck for the months to come. Cheers!

I Survived It All.

Finally the ordeal is over! I finally experienced the devilic consequences of taking six god-bless [LOL] subjects in a trimester. And now I'm free from it. Well, not quite yet. But the continuation of it will only affect me probably 3 weeks later. And that's when the results are out. Brr~~~ Right, don't wanna think about that first.

Thinking back on the study and exam weeks, it is kinda like a blur now. All I knew was I studied quite like mad [I hope], I played like mad, I watched movies like mad, I ate like mad. But I didn't quite slept like mad. *sighs* I totally couldn't quite get a grip of myself after the Nano-Science paper. I just wanted to sleep like mad, but I couldn't cause I have one last paper to go. And now...nyahaha~~

Okay I shouldn't brag about my sleeping hours now for I still have to keep my moral support for one fella who still has 2 more papers to go in 2 days. I totally understand the hardship of it, since I had my own go at it. But of course we couldn't compare for I felt luckier to have my arrangement of exam schedules, if not better.
Having 3 papers in 3 days, one could not help but saturates his/her brain. Not to mention those who have 4. But none of it could feel any worse if it had been in the first week, when you could just get it over and done with. I felt like as if I was already on holidays right after the very first paper, and it is sooooo not good.

Now that the exams are over, it's time to pack. No more of last minute packing this time. For I will be going home for FOUR months! Internship, here I come! We'll talk about my excitement for internship later on. Hehe.
I thought alot about alot of stuffs [haha~] during the exam weeks. Internship, 4 months to be back in Penang, what can I do, what would I do, etc etc. Oh gosh~~ XD
Too distractive!!

I'm just sooooooo blady-ful glad my exams are finally over! [Sorry. :P]


p/s:
This is a humble request to any persons who leave a message on my chatbox on the sidebar. I'd appreciate it if you could kindly leave a nickname or something appropriate rather than just a 'Guest' from now on okay? I wish I could distinguish you people from one another. And I certainly do not appreciate inappropriate behaviour out of nowhere and no reason at all directed to any of my friends on that chatbox. If you've got guts to post it up, have guts to own up to it. So embarassing. I shall not respond to any 'Guest' messages from now on.
Peace out~ ;)

To Think That We've Elected Them.

I was reading the newspaper earlier on and was not quite surprised when I saw the front page. I guess I kinda got used to watching these kinda things happening during their meetings. But I never really would have thought that this IS bigger news.

Remember the time when I was at home and we watched the news about the fight among Taiwanese leaders on tv, and we laughed and said, "Tsk tsk, to think that they're the elected bunch in the country".
What do you think the outsiders would think of Malaysia now? *sighs*

I read the whole 'agenda' on The Star newspaper and saw the video posted on Jia Xing's blog. And the disappointment just adds on. But I can't deny that it is kinda funny! =p It's like those kids fighting in school. I don't think I'd wanna post it here, the video is just too noisy and annoying. :)
Hop over to Jia Xing's blog, aight.

Have a good laugh. Ciaoz.

Loving Windows 7.

Appearance-wise, hell yeah. Seems to me everyone is getting the frenzy. And I, for sure, got this frenzy from him. He downloaded it the very minute it was released yesterday and could not sit still in the library since then, knowing that it could take years to download it with my laptop on wireless. Pfffftttttt~~
To me, what's the big deal, man?! Hehe.

But now that he's installed it, I sudah tergerak-gerak wanna upgrade my Vista to Windows 7.
It does look nice. It's more or less still look like Vista but only a level higher. It seemed that Microsoft had picked up on our complains and done a whole list of improvements.

The taskbar function is the most catchy one by far. Here's what Microsoft described of it.

The taskbar at the bottom of your screen is what you use to launch programs and switch between them when they're open. In Windows 7 you can pin any program to the taskbar so it’s always just a click away, and you can rearrange the icons on the taskbar just by clicking and dragging. We’ve made the icons considerably bigger, too, so they’re easier to use. Hover over the icons and you’ll see thumbnails of every file or window that open in that program, and if you hover over the thumbnail, you’ll see a full-screen preview of that window. Move the cursor off the thumbnail and the full-screen preview disappears.

Cool eh. Sounds cool, looks cool. But imagine you TER-hover across some thumbnails with your boss looking over your shoulder. Habis. So much for pretending to work hard. *giggles*

Windows 7 also comes with a whole lot of new and different themes. There's the one with Easter bunnies, one with the teddies in robot suit, one with the fishy, etc etc etc...
I used to have slideshow of all my photos in the folder, but never had I had desktop background of a slideshow. Now, it's becoming possible with Windows 7. So cool!!

Oh my God!! I'm so excited already. I had just been blabbing about what Windows 7 looks like on the desktop, haven't had I even talked about the upgrades on the other features. I just got to know a few from him. All being the greatness of Windows 7. Haha. Normal larh kan? New things sure angkat-angkat sikit. Later we'll see if there's as many complains as Vista. Haha!

I really am so tempted to switch right now. But at the same time, I'm really lazy to take the trouble to upgrade my laptop. What if anything happens. Oh, boy. What a hassle it will be then.
But I'm really fascinated with all the new and cool features of Windows 7. Oh, God. Gosh~~ Tempting, tempting!
Should I? Should I? Ahhh~~ I should be studying!!


p/s: Apasal so many Malay words around in this post ni? Hehe.

May I?

It's the new month again. Just one more month till the end of the trimester. One more month till we all start to work. Oh, no serious jobs, just interns. Hehe. I'm going back to Penang!!
Four whole months back to home sweet home. Four whole months without him. Sigh~ Give and take, Elaine! Give and take.

One more month of stress awaits. Final exams will start on the 18th of June. That's less than half a month away. Coping with 6 subjects this trimester is a kill, yet I've chosen so thus I have to go thru so.
Counting down, I supposedly have 18 days left, divided equally 3 days per subject. Haha! I must be a genius to be able to finish cramming the whole subject taught in a whole trimester in just 3 days! Pfffttt~~

I was supposed to have done my 'study timetable' today. I was supposed to have started revising on my first subject today. Note, supposed to.
Clearly, nothing was done. Hehe. No, I'm not proud of it. But, what can I do?
Today, it's Labour Day. I should get a break.

Okay, fine. So, I couldn't and I didn't get a day break. Yet, a whole day was dedicated to finishing our assignment coding, beautifying it and repairing those glitches. I hope everything will be done by tomorrow. So that whatever happened on Tuesday will not occur once again, or I will definitely explode! Ka-booom!

Should catch some sleep now. Waste no time, Elaine. Waste no time. Toodles. :)

I Don't Mind Forwards.

There are over a hundred unread emails in my Hotmail-box again. Since I'm really pissed right now and have practically no mood to do anything in mind, I've decided to read them.
I love forwarded mails. Though some could be quite irritating, especially those disguising to be some sorta chain mails or some charity mails, but some others are quite interesting and informative. I especially love those meaningful ones.

Today, I found another mail that caught my heart. It's about this short movie clip which won some Berlin's Award. And the title of the clip is called Chicken A-la Carte.

At first, the whole clip may seem to be a little irrelevant, but please keep watching. It's worth your few minutes. And maybe at the end of it, you'll appreciate your chicken meat more now. :)

http://www.cultureunplugged.com/play/1081/Chicken-a-la-Carte

Appreciate whatever you have. Don't waste. Did you see the smile and laughter on those children? :)

I know some brats out there would think that, "If I don't waste, where would they get food then."
All I can say is..... May God bless you. =_____="

Earth Hour!

Switch off all your lights!!!

No, wait. Lemme rephrase on that.

Switch off all your non-essential lights!!!

Yes, that's more like it. *winks*

Rest well, Mother Earth. :)

I voted for Earth, how about you?

Adorable Wanted!

O-H-M-Y-G-O-D!!! I just read an email from my sister, and I so want to share this.
These baby pandas are so adorable that I really wish that I have one at home. What a pet he/she will be. Forget all the soft toys. Or anything at all~

I wish I could share all 21 photos here. But, lemme just share some of my favorites.

Just hanging around. ;)

Will you all please just look at that cutie-roley-poley's fur?

I'm not too sure if he got stuck or what.

It's either breakdance or yoga.

Ah, one tired little panda after doing all those stunts.

Here they are bowing to that ONE who could break not his bones. :)

My personal favorite. A guilty little panda. Hahahaha!

Next... He shall be sent to detention~~

Omigosh~ All these expressions of the cutie ones just made me did what this next cute little panda does.

LMFAOL~!

I just love pandas. Who could have not? I just don't understand how could people want to hurt them. I hate it when I read news about how humans could kill and re-use all parts of an animal like this when they couldn't even recycle well of their own waste. Daym!

Curious Clouds.

Okay, here's my obsession about clouds once again. Haha. Well, I was bored being in the car for almost half a day from KL back to my oh-so-wonderful hometown, Penang!! Hehe. I just wished that Penang could be like less than an hour drive away. Two hours top! Well, enough of wishing. Let's share some views on some cloud I see on the way home. ^o^

This one in the middle, it kinda looks like a cloud out of place. The only one round-round. Very, very cute though. Trust me when I say it is bulat~


I admit I did watch a little more than I should of Dragonball the cartoon. It was The Beginning of Dragonball, and in one of its last few episodes, Oolong the pig transformed into a so-called bat. Well, this cloud just reminded me of the exact that! A pig flying with wings. Hahahaha~ Blame me not. *winks*


This one. Typical. I don't know why but almost everytime I look up, the first thing I'd see on those clouds are Casper and his three uncles. Sometimes, with a bunch of other types of those sorta things. Hehe~~


This looks like those angel babies drawn, and kinda widely marketed in forms of posters and china dolls. Argh, it's so hard to explain. I'll try to find a picture of it soon. :)


Ahhhh~ I just love clouds! ^o^
Seriously, people, can you guys see what I see? Hehe. Let your imagination run wild and lemme know if you see something more different than what I do. *winks*

Now, here's something I will look forward to on every trip. I called it the 'Snoopy Island'. Haha. You can't deny it does resembles the shape of Snoopy sleeping on top of his kennel. ;)

Mathematics Crazy

This is the day when all pure mathematicians and maths-lovers would go all gaga about. I've actually not much thought about it until I saw this online. First of all, who would have? Second of all, I guess I'm just not that much of a Maths-nerd, am I? Pffffttt~

Well, I've heard about dates that if you read it backwards, it'll still be the same 'date'. I've heard about dates that are a repetitive number of the year. But never once have I heard about this.
Then again, it's pretty cool still right? To have a square root day? Haha. Check this website out for more info.

Today is 03-03-09! The SQUARE ROOT DAY!

Rejoice, my friend. And see if something as 'cool' as that would happen to you. Lemme know if it did kayz? Haha.

Ah~ It would have been more accurate though if it isn't the 2009. Hah! I wonder when WAS that!

Malacca Dinner Rush.

The decision were made pretty last minute. And the reason behind the rush to Malacca, let's leave it undisclosed. =) I'm just happy to see someone nice and so sweet to be able to receive something meaningful.
And us? Well, we get something good also anyway. In the form of food. =____= [Kinda expectable. Oh well. Haha.]

Upon reaching Malacca, we had a pit-stop at MMU and then it's off for our food-hunt.
First stop. Pick up a friend from Tesco. Haha. And you thought it's food. =p

Alright, here we go. We went to Jonker Street hoping to find some nice chendol, but the whole street is not opened. Not one pathetic chendol shop. *sobz*
So, next destination, to the famous fried oyster in Taman Mawar.


I like this because it has lesser starch and more egg, just the opposite of many fried oysters in Penang. Sadly though, you don't see much of the oysters around. Even if you find one, it may well be just a "see-ham" (coc). Haha. Questions arise, is this fried egg or fried osyters? Hmm~~
Along with it, we had "wan ton mee". It's may look real plain, but just the nice parts of it. Yummy.


Next up, we hit some alley famous for its cockles and some other snail-like, shell-like mollusks. Oh, and famous for its, erm, dirtiness as well. LOL~~
We were pretty much told of a very very disgusting story about what happened to a friend there. But hey, like it's gonna stop us. It did stop the demon in alot of them though. *winks*


Well, we were supposed to be on a huge makan-spree, correct? So why the photos of food stop here. Reason is, well, you know, like I always to Shad, Malacca is an old town. So you see, Malaccan sleep pretty early. All lights would be out by 9pm and off to bed they go. That's why Shad is always sleepy early at night. Hehe. So then, compared to Penang, it's a quiz for you to struggle thinking where to eat next. *bluek*
Okay, no offense, it's just our little joke. Hehe.

So anyway, still craving for some chendol. We went to some place called Newton something. Haha. Sad, I can't even remember the place. The rest had chendol while I just ordered orange juice. Feedback from the chendol, not good. Lucky me for skipping that.
Then, to Kota Laksamana for some nice asam curry. Thank God I skipped that too. Too spicy for something at midnight!
And that's the end of our makan-spree.

It was nice to see Shad again, and to have that nice talks. Nonsensical ones of course. We missed you. Yea yea. Gloat on. Thanks for coming out to meet us. :)
As an attribute, this is for you. Hahaha!! Cheers, man~

Somebody please save this kid. =____________=

Internet At Last.

After so blardy-freaking long [pardon the language], I finally get my own Streamyx connection in my own homie! Gosh~! Don't make me start on why it took so long. You'll know the right person to ask it to. =p

All these while without internet connection is such a kill. So what if you can get online someplace out there. It's just so different not to be able to get connected from home. My laptop just felt so boring and spiders were near to building it's cobwebs around the desktop. =p

Truly, this is serious case!! Did you even know, almost half of the ladies out there would give up sex for internet?! Haha. If at all you don't believe it, just go on and Google about it. Betcha gonna get a whole bunch of hits.

But seriously, it was almost a double kill when you finally get your own house, own room [after such disaster] and the internet connection is still taking so long to get connected. We can do nothing, we can't download our notes, can't do our assignments, can't check anything at all. So yes, it would be way too much to actually ask for chats on MSN/YM or just plain surfing the net.
What more to update my blog. *rolls eyes*

Yes, I know my blog is dead [as a fren would call it] and nothing's been updated.
But I would just say my poor blog had just gone into a coma, and is now reviving. =D Give it some time to recover. I'll be by it's side. Don't worry. Hahaha.
I've so much to blog about but I was just plain lazy considering I couldn't blog about anything at times when I felt like it.
I didn't have a comfy position, comfy timing, comfy this, comfy that.
I'll try to update about whatever I wanted to soon and post it up. I don't want my past three months not immortalized anyway. Hahaha. Ok, this IS exaggerative.

My my my~~ This is so comfortable. I finally get to get to surf the net on my comfy lil bed. Just the way I like it. [Oops... Yes, lazy I know. =p]
Seriously, my God... So comfy~~ Aight aight, lotsa catching up to do online. Haha. Till the next post. Toodles~~


p/s:
What is this about everyone catching the blogging bug suddenly? I'm surprised. Here we go, keep it up people! *winks*

Good Deed Done.

Had quite a funny evening. As we were off for dinner in Dengkil, one cab was in front of us. Being the noisy and crappy ones that we were, I just pointlessly pointed out to how long the aerial at the back of the car is. [It was meant to connect the walkie-talkies of the taxi station anyway.] Instead of looking at the aerial, all Chee Wei saw was a cellphone. On top of the trunk of the car! And all of us starting shouting. Soon Ming even honked the fella in front. But c'mon, for real, who would be much bothered about you honking? Especially in Malaysia. =D

Round the corner at the Fire Station there, and the phone was on it's way off from the trunk right to the tarred road. Ouch~ Pretty amazing how tough Nokia phones are huh? =p Everything was stil intact, and as a matter of fact, it is still functioning. Or at least, as we see it.
Obviously stated, we stopped the car and got down to save the phone. At least you'd know the phone is in good hands. *bats eyelashes* Hehe. And well, it did. No worries. We're good people. =p

The owner called quite a number of times. I can imagine the anxiousness of the fella. Had a couple of such experience myself, and it is so not fun. Imagine worrying and wishing that you hadn't been such a forgetful that you were. So many times you just wanna kick yourself in the head. *sigh*

But there's also this one time that I am so frigging lucky. Thanks to this one man. That night I lost my wallet. Well, I actually drop it at the carpark at my Penang home, when we just came home from dinner. I actually realized it hours later, which was already near midnight. Omigosh! And I would be going back to Cyberjaya the next day! My bus ticket, identity card, everything in that wallet. Now how do you suppose that I'm gonna be safe from my parents? =_=

Worrified, I went downstairs and started looking all over for it. I went down thrice, I think. And the third time was the time my 'angel', at that moment, came along. He asked if I lost a wallet. Imagine the shock I had!! Handing me the wallet, he asked to check if I lost any important documents. Of course, the money is gone, but who cares?! All I wanted was the important documents just to be safe. That includes my identification card and all. Can't bear to go through the trouble to make a report and all.

He told my Dad that he actually came around a couple of times already hoping to see the owner coming back to look for it. Boy was I glad that he did. And boy was I glad that I never stop looking for it at the carpark, even though it was pretty obvious already that there's no wallet lying around anywhere. =__=
Thank God!!!!
The relief was so overwhelming. That's why I totally understand the feeling to lose something important. Grrr~ Still hate those who stole from me before though! >=P

Final One Week.

Final one week to complete my mini project. To create an Mp3 player~~!!
Surely it ain't gonna be anything like an iPod nor a Sony player, but at least it's way more meaningful and precious. *winks*

After a whole 12 weeks on the course, we've finally come down to the final stage. To access data from the SD card and send it over to the decoder and walla~ The Mp3 is ready to go.
But, sadly...after a couple weeks of putting things on hold for midterm tests and assignments, progress on the project had been slow. To be frank, this 'last' stage should have been over and done with by now. Hence, we're all pretty much struggling to race against the time now. However, I do believe we'd be able to complete it on time. No doubt! [Fingers crossed. ;)]

Fixing the hardware was kinda fun, and being exposed to the "Engineers' Haven" was one experience I'll cherish. Haha! The haven is non other than the Jalan Pasar. A place where you can find just about any electronics component. A place where you would shop more crazily than you would in a shopping mall. No kidding, we practically went in to every single electronics shop there. Some of us were even so obsessed of the place that they went over really often. Haha.
You'll be amazed with all the collection of components they have in every shop, and of how crowded the whole place is. I was personally amazed with the racks they have in each shop, and the little components inside them. Seriously looked like sampah. Haha! But then again, you know, I still like to see many, many little things all piled up together. =D Somehow, they looked cute. Just like this....a lil.

[Looked familiar this place? =D]

Since, wosiew [pronounced Wo-Siew, meaning Master Wo] mentioned that packaging doesn't contribute much to the final marks, we've decided to transfer everything to the veroboard only after the software part is done. So, this is how our lil product looks like for now.


I am not exactly fond of writing the software that goes with the whole project. Well, I do find C-programming interesting at times [bah~] but to an extent of this, it isn't such a good idea. Especially not with so many datasheets to refer to, so many points to be taken care of, so many unknown errors. The worst part of it all would be troubleshooting!
Especially when you think that everything is successfully coded and then suddenly you notice something wrong and the next thing you know, you panicken. You can no longer stay rational and all you do is blame the 'mysterious' display for acting weird.
Being the one who wrote the code, you will never [I repeat, NEVER] are able to pinpoint which line, or which command, is wrong. You would even look down at the obvious mistake and say, "There is nothing wrong so why won't the frigging thing works?!". And then, you'll get so pissed of, not able to think straight and waste most of the next hours just hoping to find error you don't think exists. Haha.
Ever worse was when you finally found out the SIMPLE mistake in the code. Cause that's when you feel like hiding yourself away for being so silly.

Well, no matter how silly I shall be, I will be. I just so gotta get this thing up and running. Wish me luck people! Shall resume FAT16-ing. Here we go!

My Comeback.

It' been a frigging long time since I blogged for real. Every post had not been written on that very day, or on the very moment the idea comes to me. Rather, it all very much piled up like my assignments and when the day comes that I am free and in the mood, I will blast them all out. This of which I really am not quite liking it. It's true that I know what I want to write and all, and that I just need the extra time to think how to put them in words. But to have so many unwritten posts all written and posted at one go, it pretty much loses its touch [or rather, I lost MY touch].

Life hasn't been much of a rant lately, except for the fact that I am still homeless in Cyberjaya now. Life has been filled with one rush after another, leaving me not much of a room to rant about anything anyway. Life has been so busy and tiring that blogging stayed miserably at the end of my head. For everytime that I clicked on the 'New Post' button, my mind would miraculously be blanked of words, and thought I'd better finish off whatever I have to finish off now, I'd continue finishing this post later. And that is how they all piled up. Writer's block, people call it? Nah, I don't think so. Maybe sometimes, but not everytime...I think. But most of the, all I need was very much the long, undisturbed time for me to be on my own. But a few times that when the free time comes along, I'd end up doing something else or just laze around like it's nobody's business. Well, of which is really true as it IS none of anybody else's business. =D

Logging in today, I saw that someone actually came over to my blog [when I have sadly abandon it for awhile] and rate it! Er, shall I be proud? Not considering the result of the rating, but the fact that someone actually wants to rate my blog? Haha! I don't know, I just thought of it to be weird. Well, for one, it isn't like I'm commercializing my blog. Furthermore, I'm just writing how I feel like writing. So, no pressure. Please. Haha.

Ah well, I guess this should mark my determination to post up blogposts again. =D
....hopefully. *bluek*

Day Before Break.

Going home Penang tomorrow. After living practically the hardest 8 weeks in my Uni life, I'm finally going to have my break. Though it is only for a week, I'm glad I have it. [Sorry, but I mean it.]

The day before the break had been a slow and normal, boring one. Which was likable. =)
Many are not around in Cyberjaya anymore, as a matter of fact. Some are off to the PC Fair [to work or to shop], some are off somewhere for something, while some had even headed off home.
Guess I would have flight back home too if it hadn't been for the Mini-Project class. What was even more interesting was the fact that the lecturer did not come into class even after 2 hours. Bet he had gone off somewhere, or probably had even started his holiday. Hrmph~

Since the lecturer had bailed out on us like this, no attendance was expected to be taken. That took us TWO whole hours to finally realize. So, we felt kinda dumb for wasting so much time there, sitting around doing nothing. [Or was it just me?]
Everyone in the lab was pretty much partying. Nobody seemed to be doing anything with regards to the lil project. Very different from the usual lab sessions.
That was why the rest finally decided to skip their evening class and visit the PC Fair in KL. [Please do not learn. Hehe...] Eh, I was not included in that list, kay. =p
Oh, and external hard disks are especially a hit among everybody now? Seems like everyone is checking out to buy one. Maybe I should consider buying another one too? How about 1Tb?!~ Hehehe...
Anyway, bought nothing there. Miraculously, none of us bought anything there. =.=

Double oh, today I went to the Pavilion for the first time. Hmm, I wouldn't mind shopping there one time. Even if it's only for window shopping. Hehe.
Reason we went today was only to buy donuts. As usual, buying half a dozen back home again. Sister's favourite. ^^

Right. Gotta stop talking about my day. Too tired to brag, gotta pack to go home. ^^

Update?

I cannot believe people listened to my rantings like drama. To the extent that ada orang minta updates nih.
Hey, these are just rants and my thoughts at times ok. Not any TVB dramas. =p

Erm, right then. Er, here goes. Some lil updates just so you would know I ain't in the emotional mood now. [No guarantees that it won't be back, now or later. =p]
Everything had taken a whole new change of direction since last week. Thursday, to be exact. It may seemed to have happened too quickly, and it was very much as if I had got some PMS-thingy running or mood swing or anything of the kind, but aren't you glad for me too? Now that it's over?

I would not deny I still think alot now, even right at this moment. But I'm trying to make the best out of everything, live the best out of everyday. The dilemma had been for I-don't-know-how-long [maybe a month, maybe two, I don't know], I'm just glad that one thing is cleared. Now, time to live for the second one, third one... ><

If only I can live without worrying so much about what the future holds. But that ain't quite Elaine of me, don't you think? =p
Wish me luck. *winks*

Paused Array.

As randomly as it came, it is gonna be paused with pure randomness
[or suddenness] as well. Ah, at least for awhile.
Partly because I am kinda drained out. Nothing actually went whoosh-ing by for the past few days. As a matter of fact, I was pretty busy with this and that for a lil while that I didn't even wanna do much thinking.
Another reason would be because I wanna blog of something else in between too!!

But up till today, I had had half a dozen of the quests. If you have noticed, I have chosen not to reply to the comments. Not because I don't appreciate the comments [so, keep it coming *winks*], but truly only because it isn't something I wanna debate about. Instead, it is only something I had been pondering about and felt like sharing [or rather questioning].
I've read the comments posted, and responded to comments which came directly through the instant messages. Many actually suspected that I am troubled. Maybe I am, maybe I ain't afterall.
All I'm saying is, it's just stuffs that I think about. Oh, c'mon. Don't you think too? =p

Anyhow, thank you all for the concern. Yet, I'm fine...at least maybe for now.
Be prepared for more of these to come along in the future aight? *winks*
Maybe another half a dozen of these will come rolling by some time soon.
And keep thinking, people. That's pretty much the only characteristic that [supposedly] differentiates us from mere animals.
So, great people think alot and question even more. *grins*


p/s:
Ever since I changed my cellphone, I don't really remember birthdays. At least not until someone comes along and reminds me. So, my apologies.
I am, though, trying my best-est to re-enter all you people's birthdays into the new phone, set with reminders. Bear with me ya. =)
So, anyway Happy Birthday to Melanie and Alvin Lay [my old housemate] who both turned 21 on July 1st, Ming Soon and Mabel who celebrated 21st and 20th birthday respectively on July 7th and 8th. Hope you guys had a blessed birthday! *cheers*

....Shhh, did I miss out anyone? ><

Delta...Set!

Good Lord. There goes my 3 weeks of holidays.
Here comes a new academic year.
Just like that, *snaps a finger* we're in the third year now. Delta year.

To be frank, I'm pretty lazy for classes right now. Considering the fact that I've not attended any for like a month plus. But this is normal.
Had always been, and will always still be. *grins*
Yet, I wonder why is it that even after 3 years in MMU, I'm still so reluctant to come back to campus after every break.
No matter how boring or unfruitful my breaks are, I still hate to end them.
Was it just plain lazy? I doubt so. [ Hah! =p ]

Through the crystal ball, I see myself doing something more productive for myself starting this new trimester, in terms of academia and enhancing my knowledge. *winks*
And with this, I wish that I would hold on to my words. That I would be 'retired' from joining/organizing activities that had my head swirled for the past 2 years. [Hehe, a little exaggeration though.] But I would still always be available for any helping hand needed though, especially for CARE. =)

In promises to achieve what I want to, sacrifices and focus must be made wisely. I've decided for this, and hence shall not let anything at all to come in my way. I've just said "no" to one offer I thought I would regret in later years, so I think I could say "no" to anything now! Hah!
We'll see to it, and I hope I will never fail myself. *winks*

But saying "no" ain't the hard part, focusing and achieving would be THE challenge. Well, since from now on I would have all the time in the world for my own, I am hopeful that things may take the perfect turn once again. I shall have my world in my hands once again. Muahaha.
Good Lord, I'm getting mad even before the challenge starts. =___=


Message of the day:
Happy Birthday, Kai Lun! Welcome to the world of the 20's. Hehe!
You've gotta admit we're good in giving you a surprise, huh? =D

American Idol Final Two?!

So fast?! How long had it been since I last watched television?!
TV oh TV, how I missed you so...

The last episode of American Idol I watched should definitely had been during the midterm break, back in erm, March (?). I think so. And that should had been the time I last watched television too. O.o
[Wait, I did downloaded a couple of episodes. Wait, did I watch them? Doubt so.]

Couldn't remember much of all the contestants as I didn't really spend my time catching up on the competition. But there's this ONE contestant that really caught my attention/heart since audition. I'm surprised at how well he sings considering that he suffers from partial vocal paralysis.
Listen to him talk. [Some may think it's sexy! I think it's just because he's in American Idol.]
However, when he sings....*heart melts*. Hehe. Captured the heart of not only mine, but all. My Dad's too. *winks* His audition was one the best. =D

So, how did I wake from my ignorance? Thanks to Yahoo! being my browser's homepage. It had this line as a heading. Pretty deceiving.

Everyone assumes Syesha will be eliminated from "American Idol".

What would be on your mind if you first glance through that? Surely you would be so close to deducing that it ISN'T Syesha who got voted out right?

[David Archuleta, David Cook, Syesha Mercado]

And they had this photo of the top-3. Not knowingly, I thought it's the bottom-3! I was so close to cursing why David Archuleta is on bottom-3. *blushes* Anyway, my bad. =p

So it is gonna be David vs. David eh. Cool. Wish to watch it. Live, I meant.
Cause by the time I download the episode, I'm sure the whole world had already known who the winner is. =.= Including me, thanks to the internet.

Heard David Cook is good too. Maybe I should watch Cook's performances too. Don't blame me, I hadn't been too addicted nor resourceful for AI7.
YouTube should be a good source, for now. =p

[Song name: Longer. Good choice from the producers. Look at his emo face. =.=]

Quoted from the article, I kinda like these two lines.

Who will snag the title next Wednesday?
One thing is for sure: His name will be David.

Haha. Go Davids! Go Archuleta!
Truly they are Idols already anyway for having reached to where they are now. Just like Chris Daughtry! ^o^ So what he got voted out early?
He's one 'loser' who had truly won it big time. *winks*

God, I love his "Over You". One song I got too addicted two semesters ago. Replaying the track again and again [and again] while I studied for my exams. Haha. Mad? I know. =p