Wake Me Up When September Ends.

Somehow this Green Day's song has finally meant something to me already. Haha. Before, there was never a reason why would I be anticipating for September to end.

But right now, I can't wait for the 30th to comeeeeeeeeeee. Oh c'mon already!

It isn't like I have anymore of assignments or such to work on anymore. I have been just sitting around since like a month or more already!! I've had enough!!

Can you imagine reading news from The Star online to New Straits Times online to New York Times online?! Gosh!! I've never seen myself more interested in the sadness of the world. Not like I wanted to anyway. I even know news from the Tuol Sleng! *sobz*

Still, I guess the worst part of all news would be the political state in Malaysia! Satu Malaysia!! Malaysia setentunya boleh! :P

Please kindly wake me up only when September ends. Three more days to go, counting down. ;)

I've so much to do! So many plans to be initiated! Weeeee~~

*p/s: Sorry for the lack of updates. Will do it soon. Be prepared to see lotsa backdated posts *winks* Cheers, people. Off for now. :)

Admittedly Angry Over Unworthy Stuffs.

I'm angry. Why is it my fault? What have you said so unfairly to make people think that you are innocent and it is my fault to cause these situations to happen?

I really don't understand. Have I done wrong avoiding myself when I don't feel invited? When I don't feel welcomed? I don't blame you for putting on a show with your expressions when you see me or any other time at all. It's your face. But I won't avoid from admitting that I don't like it. You have the freedom to frown and be rude, but I also have the freedom to stay clear of what I despise seeing. And to be frank, I'm glad I'm off radar.

At first, I was stupid enough to feel uneasy thinking what could you have said. Thank God it didn't last long. Cause then again, you know what. I don't even care. I can't always be bothered of what you think and to worry of what you'd say to people. Even though that it's not true.

I'm still glad I made the right move, the right choice. Having done all that in my part did not mean I was being offensive, I was merely saving my own butt. I certainly ain't gonna engage in any arguments or anything of that such with any of you. It just isn't worthy. :) I've learnt better than to do that. So don't try to overdo anything at all.

Bottomline, I'm happy with the way and the direction my life is leading to now. You don't make a difference. Praise to the Lord. Peace out!